It's been a while since I posted something on here. I have my reasons for that.
These past months flew by like it was nothing.
I must say. It wasn't the best time of my life in this period. I dont really Like to talk about it, but I wanted to continue my blog.
So I decided to collect some courage and post my thoughts and the things that happened, so I can go on with my love for writing.
So here it goes.
First, I Broke up with my gf. I had my reasons for it. I am not going to mention it.
Second, sigh-
I failed my school exam... I know.. I am bad..
I shouldn't have underestimated school.
It was my own fault. I used to blame my parents for being to hard for me during my last year of 'highschool'
(in Dutch, we have something Like a high school. Its called; voortgezet onderwijs or middelbare school)
But later, I realised that I was the one being wrong. My parents only wanted to help me. I did a lot of things wrong, which led to failure of my finals. but I will mention the most important one.
-I should have studied better
:Instead of gaming at least 2 times a week.
I should have do my homework more and learn for my tests better.
I regret this one a lot...
But the beginning of school is coming closer, way too soon in my opinion.
On the other hand, I am actually excited for school. This time, I won't fail.
I will graduate this year. I have to.
To make my friends and teachers proud...
To make my family proud...
But most important,
To make myself proud...
I have Faith in myself, and so do the Loved ones all around me. I can feel it.
Let's do this.
- Philip
