Life is changing.

It's been a while since I posted something on here. I have my reasons for that.

These past months flew by like it was nothing.

I must say. It wasn't the best time of my life in this period. I dont really Like to talk about it, but I wanted to continue my blog.

So I decided to collect some courage and post my thoughts and the things that happened, so I can go on with my love for writing.

So here it goes.

First, I Broke up with my gf. I had my reasons for it. I am not going to mention it.

Second, sigh-
I failed my school exam... I know.. I am bad..

I shouldn't have underestimated school.
It was my own fault. I used to blame my parents for being to hard for me during my last year of 'highschool'
(in Dutch, we have something Like a high school. Its called; voortgezet onderwijs or middelbare school)

But later, I realised that I was the one being wrong. My parents only wanted to help me. I did a lot of things wrong, which led to failure of my finals. but I will mention the most important one.

-I should have studied better
:Instead of gaming at least 2 times a week.
I should have do my homework more and learn for my tests better.

I regret this one a lot...

But the beginning of school is coming closer, way too soon in my opinion.

On the other hand, I am actually excited for school. This time, I won't fail.
I will graduate this year. I have to.

To make my friends and teachers proud...

To make my family proud...

But most important,

To make myself proud...

I have Faith in myself, and so do the Loved ones all around me. I can feel it.

Let's do this.

- Philip